I think I may end things with Bass Boy. I am still so incredibly hot for him, but there have been a few interactions with him that have made me feel exceptionally uncomfortable. I sense that if I don't extract myself from this, I may find myself in a place with him that I truly don't want to be in ( Read more... )

Here's how my Xmas was. It was by far the BEST Christmas in a long time! I decided to do a truly "Non-Christmas" Christmas. I still don't do the "santa thing" with Anya, instead we celebrate Solstice and talk about the spirit of generosity with others. It's so much more in the spirit of the season than Chaos, overspending, over stressing, and ( Read more... )

1. Cuz my mom is dying, we are not doing Xmas this year. See, there are silver linings in the clouds of despair. Yes, I am pretty fucked up and twisted. Gotta keep the humor ( Read more... )

1. My mom may be really sick! She has had massive memory loss over the last few weeks, to the point where she is having trouble recognising objects and she can't finish her sentences or remember the timing for when things happened. It's really frightening. She has to wait another week for a CT scan, and her doctor's appt didn't let her know ( Read more... )

So, I think That Man and I are friends again, which surpises the hell out of me. Interestingly, I felt that "Letting him go" has been very helpful in having him in my life again. Oh, but things have changed ( Read more... )

So, interesting update in the That Man Saga ( Read more... )

1. I am having a Ganja-Baked-Good making lesson at my house next weekend. I have about 3 or 4 friends coming over to learn how to make such delectable items such as Ganja Honey, Ganja Butter and Ganja Olive Oil. We hope to then make brownies and cupcakes. I think we may also smoke a few bowls, too. One of the guests is the cute 20 year old co- ( Read more... )

1. OK, I am 37 years old, why the fuck do I still get zits during my period? Gray hairs and a few zits on the chin, what the fuck ( Read more... )

1. IT RAINED!!!! YEAH! It was a full on thunder and lightning experience in the middle of the night. I awoke to dramatic clouds, the sound of rain on my deck and a feeling that, hopefully, all of this summer will be washed away in a distant memory ( Read more... )

1. So, I hung out with The Single Dad last Monday evening. I guess 2 dates in one year ain't that bad. We hung out at his place, smoked a great joint and played in his home recording studio. I was impressed and overwhelmed; 5 Different computer recording programs, 5 guitars, coupla bass, drums, keyboard and tons of electronics and equipment, it ( Read more... )